February 2012
I Found You;
Just when I thought transferring to Bethel wasn’t such a bad idea and I stopped regretting, that reason is gone and I’m back to regrets.
Vent - I can't take it anymore;
I just can’t. I hate how we’re not talking to each other at all. It’s frustrating and it infuriates the crap outa me. I just want to release all this tension and stress. I have the strongest urge to punch or kick something? Hit some bags or even just sparring. My mind is just overwhelmed! Not only is it filled with struggling thoughts of comparing myself to others, it’s...
I only remember the dreams that you're in.
Vent;
I feel like sht tonight. Actually, for the past 3-4 weeks now. I haven’t felt depressed in a long time until now. I guess it’s over a girl again. But not just any ordinary girl, my bestfriend. I don’t know if she considers me the same. Hopefully? Ehh. Damn, who knew I would grow feelings for you? All I want to do was stay friends, so I can have that friendship mentality, but I...
7 months of casual talking;
Down the drain.. I hate this so bad..
fuckyeanba:
LinGASM! becuase he’s humble and as disbelieving as all of us!
I may not have swag, but I've got heart.
January 2012